Release Date: 23rd March 2019
Label: Charlie's Big Ray Gun Records

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Tracks

1 - Hallowed Ground

Desecrate
What can't be found
I'll bury you on Hallowed Ground

Testify to my purity as I commit my sin
As I drag you down, to the darkness that's within

2 - Fever Dreams

Dark thoughts and fever dreams
Slip into my mind and I can't sleep
I'm losing track of myself
And all I needed was a push

I'll lay the candles at your side
I'll shut the door and dim the lights
Terrified reflections on a knife
A ritualistic sacrifice

I've got the book, I've read the words
I'll carve his name out on your chest
All the candles are lit
And we'll summon what's left

It's coming through
Right through you

Don't wanna save the world
I just wanna watch it burn

3 - God is Dead

Woken up
Trapped in four walls
Drugged and confused
You can't move
Fully restrained
Just relax
Don't say a word
Accept what's for
Just submit

Yeah God is dead
I saw hope die
When I looked in your eyes
God is dead
I saw hope die
When I looked in your eyes

You're not the first
We've prepared
This list of rules
Just play along
I'll take it slow
Do what I want
Just relax
Don't say a word
This pain will pass

Yeah god is dead
I saw hope die
When I looked in your eyes

See your faith
Leave your eyes
God is dead
I watched him die

4 - Mea Culpa

So I confess to
My god and to you
My brothers and sisters
That I've greatly sinned

In my thoughts
And in my words
In what I've done
And failed to do

Through my faults
Through my faults
Through my most grievous fault

Therefore I ask blessed Mary
Ever virgin, and all the angels
And saints and you my brothers and sisters
To pray for me, the lord our God

In my thoughts
And in my words
In what I've done
And failed to do

Through my faults
Through my faults
Through my most grievous faults

5 - Empty Shell

I'm at the top
I'm on the edge and looking down at this world
That we've made for ourselves
Where we'll sink and where we'll drown
I'm terrified for my life
I don't wanna go to hell
What if there's nothing more
What if it doesn't matter

I wanna save my soul
That's if I've got one
A broken empty shell
With delusions of grandeur

What if I'm just energy
Coursing through my veins
What if we're just energy
And in the end we all dissipate

What if there's nothing more
What if there's nothing more
What if there's nothing more
What if it's a lie?

6 - What we do

A friendship formed on common ground
We'll make it real, when we get out

A plan to get what I want
I'll follow you in the dark

A perfect spot to park the truck
Turn the radio up and loosen up

Twist the knife, record it all
I'll listen back, when I get bored

Scream for me, scream for you
No-one can hear what we do

7 - 3:25

If I be wicked
Woe unto me
If I be righteous yet
Shall I not lift up my head
I'm full of confusion
Therefore see thou mine affliction
Discovered in the darkness
Bring out to the light

For the thing which I greatly feared has come upon me
For that which I was afraid of has come unto me

8 - Crayons

I'd kill myself to live
But heavens so far away
Yeah I've been feeling down
But I don't feel better today
Cos I started listening
But my thoughts led me astray
And I feel there's no coming back
And I lost my way

I'd sell my soul
I'd sell my soul to you
I'd give it all
If I could see it through

You could say I've lost control
But that'd be a lie and you know
When you start down this road
You gotta see how far you'd go
So don't tell me that you know
Cos I can see the fear in your face
So won't you come on down
To my favourite place

Cos I'd sell my soul
I'd sell my soul to you
I'd give it all, give it all to you

I've lost my way
These thought's have led me astray
I've lost my way
These thought have led me astray
They're coming to take me away

I've lost my way
These thoughts have crossed a line that I never knew
I got swept up and carried away
This path of mine that I betray
These thought have led me astray
These demons that I've tried to hide
They're coming to take me away

9 - Angor Perpetua

I've got this throbbing ache inside my head
It's a constant pressure on my skull
I've got this throbbing ache inside my head
It's a constant pressure on my skull

What if this pain was never real
I don't exist this is not here

I've got this throbbing ache inside my head
Its a constant pressure on my skull

This is not here
I don't exist

10 - Just so you Know

Setting sun on an empty dream
I can't believe I've found myself between the lines it seems

Just so you know, I'll be so sad to go
But I can't lie, without you by my side
But I can see it in your eyes that you will never be satisfied

I've got a headache coming on
My thoughts explode
And disintegrate into this system that we create
But I know that life is pain, as we waste away

Just so you know, I'll be so sad to go
Just so you

11 - Of Dust and Ashes

So if I wait
This grave is mine
I've made my bed

So strip me of
My former glory
And take this crown from my head

So suffer me
That I may speak
But after that have pity on me
Have pity on me
Oh my friends
For the hand of God has touched me

Now my soul
Is poured out upon me
The days of my obsession
Have taken hold of me

His eyes will see
His destiny
And he shall bring the wrath of me
Hell is naked out before him
And destruction has no covering

Now my soul
Is poured out upon me
The days of my obsession
Has taken hold of me
Now I've been cast down
Into the mire
And I've become like dust and ashes
Ashes baby

My breath is corrupt
My days extinct
The graves are ready for me

And I desire to reason with God

12 - Ender

32 years
6 months
17 days
10 hours
Patiently
I wait
Open window
Silent entry
Surprised
Slight gasp
Short walk
Late night
Close the door
Slow drive

All planned
Perfect set
Every surface
Plastic wrapped
Spell my name
In gentle scratch
Incision put on display
Final cut
Left to drain

Demon, I am inside
Make me WHOLE

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